its fun how you find out that under some circumstances you discover some abilities in you which you were never aware of .
Stress is the key to every learning process , under stress you are totally a different person , everything which seemed difficult in the past are now too easy that you forget how hard they were in the past.
you just have to start taking a real step towards what should happen instead of thinking about it, thinking involves imagination , and how you imagine things tend to be true only inside your head , if you are that kind of person who ill think everything , your imagination is going to amplify that , actually imagination is going to amplify everything whatever your thinking tendency is (positive or negative)
so taking a step , under stress , is the one real way to reach your goals , you never will reach anything by thinking only about it, planning in your head , blah blah blah .
meditate on how God has chosen you for a task , if you did it right , you’ll be chosen for even bigger tasks , thats the secret , if you kept on whining about it , God will give you smaller tasks with even smaller revenues . just be happy , the road to happiness involves tests , whenever you find yourself in a middle of a dilemma or something , think of it as a test or a task , and happiness could be one step or two a head of you , don’t stop , take the step , go further , and prove to God that you are worthy and your ready for bigger tasks and missions .
God created you , and knows you very well , God knows what you can do , and what your capable of , do not fear tasks , tests, or whatever , just know that sometimes thinking about doing something could be bad , and the best way to go over that bridge is to go their and walk .